Well tomorrow is D Day (ie. Weigh in) Over the last 3 weeks i had put on over 4kg. So badly infact one day i weighed in and I had undone EVERYTHING! well after I saw that it was straight to work and since then (Mon 29th Dec) I have taken off 3kg! So luckily I've worked my butt off to undo what I did! I couldn't help it, it was holidays, I was at home, and sitting in front of the telly is so hard. How do you not eat when you sit in front of it for long periods of time.??
So I got active! I cleaned, I did things around the house and it's worked. I have taken off pretty much what i put on..... So tomorrow I'll either break even, or put on just under 1kg. Which to me is just fine and dandy considering the amount I put on!
Well 35 more days til we come home. Yes I wanted to have lost more weight by then, but you know what? i can't change the past. I can focus on this year. I'm looking at this way... for every month I don't get preggers, I have another month to lose weight!
I've been great with my food over the last 2 weeks, I'm all of a sudden faced with the fact that we are going home and I'm no better than what i was! But knowing DAD. the fact that he'll see me more often will mean he'll be on my case more often which will mean I'll be more likely to do something!
I think I like pressure? The fact that my best school work was done when it was done late, and the fact that I'll work harder at losing weight when I know people who know me (family etc) will be able to see me more often and I can't escape! There will be no hiding for 6 months if I fall off track. I won't have anywhere to hide and therefore will have to live up to the job! So in one way I'm glad I'm doing it as I come home. It means I'll be on a roll when I'm down there, and when I see the folks every week or so they should see some differences! Exciting actually!
Well I finish at work on the 30th. The boss said it will actually work out better to finish earlier anyway, after asking me to stay longer and now telling me our origianl date is better in the end anyway!!!!! GEEZ.
I can't wait I'm way toooooo excited.
Anyway, Have a great rest of the week and I'll write quickly tomorrow.
Love, Peace and Chicken Grease
